Real Girl.

Currently
Listening: Mutya Buena: Real Girl
Mood: good
why?: just made a playlist of all my "feel good" songs!

So my last post, "The BreakUp" was taken down, but it will be back up soon. Every girl knows what hearbreak feels like & if you don't...LUCKY YOU! :P LOL. but yeah, I was so torn up that night. I was letting my situation get the best of me. But NO MORE i tell you! No more meltdown from Jasmine Nicole! I am just going to look at the present & the future. Who knows what God has planned for me? He knows my story & what will happen. He obviously didn't want me in that relationship. That would explain the 'out of body type' experience i had while ending it. JESUS TOOK THE WHEEL! I'm gonna stop beating myself up about it now. It's over & done. Now I just have to wipe my hands clean of the situation. Release & relax, in the words of The Quiet Storm. Maybe my senior year is suppose to be this way. Single, fun, happy times. No stress....besides school & getting moneys for college LOL. So that is my main focus at the moment. I have my whole life to feel for someone like i felt for JQ. Al least I know what falling in love feels like now. That's a positive. So as far as dating goes, I think I'll be open in a couple months. Nothing serious. I love you's are out of the question for a while. I never understood how people stay in a relationship. Work work work! & the work I have NO time for! :) LOL. Guy friends are what I'm going to be looking for & that is really it. So that taste of regret I was talking about got SOUR. Now the sweet taste of letting go is creeping up....& I'm loving it baby!

xoxo
Jupiter