this right here's a panty dropper!

Currently
Listening: Trey Songz - Neighbors Know My Name
Mood: Happy
Why?: Idk LOL

So I'm sure this is going to be a LONG post. I just want to talk.

oh & this post has nothing to do with panties dropping....that's just the song that was playing LOL.

So the last 2 weeks have been crazy! I got back with JQ. Eh. Then broke up with him again for reason I'll keep to myself. Just know TRUST is everything, if you want to be with me. He didn't cheat. I didn't cheat. I like to think of it as a communication error. So it breaks my heart to not be with him...but I'm not dying of unbearable pain, like before. The whole situation really put things in perspective for me. I know I can't trust some people. I know who are my real friends. & to be honest, I'm good with that. I think my girls are more pissed about the situation than I am. In the words of Miss Lauren Hill, he might win some, but he just loss one. I knew was 100% and was down for him, no matter what. I hope he has a great life with his friend what he trusted over me =). That may sound bitchy, but in a situation where you know you did nothing wrong, that's the only way I can look at it really.

So what else is up with me?!

AH! I started writing again! For those of you, I was REALLY into writing was younger. I wanted to be a novelist & just write all day. That is still a passion of mine, but I never had the time/inspiration/effort to even pick it up. Now with this break up, my mind is less crowded. My creativity shot up. It was crazy. I was sitting in Anatomy class & BAM!, a story pops in my head. I wrote a page in less than 10 minutes. It's turning out pretty good, though my skills are a tad rusty, but I'm sure it'll get better. I'm not telling you what it's about. That's a secret! I don't like to jinx it. OH & I remember when I wrote fanfiction. B5 Fanfiction to be exact & all my time went into writing & reading those stories. It was pathetic, but it was fun in the moment! LOL! So my new side thing is writing. Get at me! LOL. [WHAT THE....i dont know what I meant by get at me LOL].

....I think I'm done talking...for now.
I think I'm going to update B&N....I think.
So look out for that loves!

xoxo
Jupiter!

ps! I went to see Trey Songz with Azia on Tuesday! AH! He was gorgeous!

Tis great! It was the day after the break up too! What a great way to forget about all the drama of the night before?! LOL

kids are the best!

Currently
Listening: Chris Brown- Superhuman
Mood: GREAT!
why?: I saw my family today!

So today after school was just like any other day. I got a text from JQ, cleaned something, listened to music, & look at my school work. All this usually last for like 30 minutes, then I take a nap. WELL! Today when I lay down to take my nap, my mom yells out, "WHO WANTS TO GO TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE?!" I jumped up, got dressed, & was down the stairs so flippin fast! LOL. I was super excited!

Can't you see the excitement oozing out of me?! LOL

So we get over there & my little cousin Sky is up & lively. Well she's like 6 months so what would I expect?! LOL. So I got to the back, hoping my little cousin Monte is ready to play & have all kinds of fun! LOL. You know what he's going?!

This kid is KNOCKED! LOL I was like AWH PISS! LOL! So we're sitting over there. My mom is having a grand time with Sky & I have NO kid to play with! So after a hour, I just say fuck it & I wake him up. He totally tricked me though! He opened one of his eyes when I shook him, then turned over like he was still sleeping. I was like Ok, he's really sleep, so i started to get up & he tapped my arm & put the covers over his head. It was over from here! We played for the rest of the time I was there! He even threw a chicken nugget at my head! LOL!

But I really never understood the concept of little kids. They are so innocent & simple minded, you just can't help but have all you worries melt away when you're with them. I noticed he was getting taller when I was playing & was like WOW, my boo is REALLY growing up! I had a really OK day today & his laughter just made it so much better. It was crazy! The love from a little kid is something you can never get over. I love this kid WAAAY too much. I swear LOL.

Monte & Sky!

Sky! (Monte calls her Guy LOL)

He had on my sunglasses! HOW THUG IS HE?! LOL

They are AMAZING & always keep a smile on my face! So if you have a little kid in your life, give them a HUGE hug & kiss!

xoxo
Jupiter
broke & nameless

Real Girl.

Currently
Listening: Mutya Buena: Real Girl
Mood: good
why?: just made a playlist of all my "feel good" songs!

So my last post, "The BreakUp" was taken down, but it will be back up soon. Every girl knows what hearbreak feels like & if you don't...LUCKY YOU! :P LOL. but yeah, I was so torn up that night. I was letting my situation get the best of me. But NO MORE i tell you! No more meltdown from Jasmine Nicole! I am just going to look at the present & the future. Who knows what God has planned for me? He knows my story & what will happen. He obviously didn't want me in that relationship. That would explain the 'out of body type' experience i had while ending it. JESUS TOOK THE WHEEL! I'm gonna stop beating myself up about it now. It's over & done. Now I just have to wipe my hands clean of the situation. Release & relax, in the words of The Quiet Storm. Maybe my senior year is suppose to be this way. Single, fun, happy times. No stress....besides school & getting moneys for college LOL. So that is my main focus at the moment. I have my whole life to feel for someone like i felt for JQ. Al least I know what falling in love feels like now. That's a positive. So as far as dating goes, I think I'll be open in a couple months. Nothing serious. I love you's are out of the question for a while. I never understood how people stay in a relationship. Work work work! & the work I have NO time for! :) LOL. Guy friends are what I'm going to be looking for & that is really it. So that taste of regret I was talking about got SOUR. Now the sweet taste of letting go is creeping up....& I'm loving it baby!

xoxo
Jupiter

The Break Up.

Currently
Listening: Amy Winehouse- Wake Up Alone
Mood: drained
why?: READ lol

So I broke up with my boyfriend.

Idk man. My mind is running a mile a minute at ALL TIMES since July 30th. When I say I loved him (& I still do), I mean that with all of my heart. Our relationship was so good & I fucked it up. I wouldn't be surprised if he wanted nothing whatsoever to do with me & I don't blame him for that. The pain I feel is almost unbearable. I even called last night because I already missed the late night comversations. I've been filling my time with unnecessary things, like trying to go any & everywhere & even playing the X-Box. But it's the time when I'm alone in my room & my thoughts start to take over. Thinking about the talk leading up to me making the decision to let it go. Thinking about the weight that lifted off my shoulders. Then thinking about the way he says things, his kisses through the phone, the way he said "I love you too"...it makes me think "Damn, I should have tried to talk it out. Tell him what I was feeling. Maybe, just maybe, I put this all on myself." It's easy to break up with a person you have lost feelings for, but what if your feelings are still burning hot? It's the hardest thing to endure. I still think & talk about him like we're still together, then I think "OH YEAH! We're over." That is when the tears flow. That's when I feel the hole in my chest. That is when the sour taste of regret creeps up. Yummy =/. I could say "I'm sorry" to him a million & one times, if I hurt him. But I'm slowly becoming more content with the fact that he may not want me anymore. It's hard, but I'll be ok, i guess. This post is long, but I haven't even spilled half of my soul. I'll ttyl

xoxo
Jupiter

"eat yo salad. no dessert"

Currently
listening: Keri Hilson - Quicksand
mood: motivated
why?: just got off the treadmill

"Thanks to Kanye's Workout Plan, I'm the envy of all my friends!" Not really, but you get the idea. so i'm usually a cool 145 lbs. i got on the scale the other day & now I'm 155. 10 lbs & it's definately showing. from dimples to love handles...& my butt it getting HUGE! though the last part is what i've been waiting for all my life, it's not atractive when everything around it is also ballooning. So i decided to go on a MEAN workout & diet plan. well it's not that mean. Treadmill for 30 minutes everyday. Pilates/Yoga/Bum Buster workouts every other day. Today I ate a grilled cheese, green grapes, & some watermelon, sided with water. Then after, I took 2 vitamins. I think i'm really ready to get in shape now. i've never been this motivated to actually do. Hopefully, I'll loose some inches before school starts. I'll be looking good for my senior year. AYE! lol. I'm gone now.

PS. make sure you check out the B&N blog. [link on the side]

xoxo
Jupiter

happy nappy living!

Currently
listening: Big Sean - Glenwood
mood: sleepy/excited
why?: BIG SEAN TWEETED ME!

So last night I was up tweeting like NOBODIES BUSINESS! I was in a mass tweetversation(i dont see that one catching on lmao) with Jae, JQ, & EazyE Dot or Mr. Dot. I've come to the conclusion that Mr. Dot is his dance machine allias. But we all talked on twitter until the word limit got on all out nerves lol. Then we went to AIM chat & went HAM...or turkey(healthy alternative). We talked about Michael Jackson (tear), and music. great AIMversation(that wont catch on either lmao). Then everyone went to sleep....leaving me to deal with my insomnia head on. So i played with tweetdeck while listening to big sean then he posted a tweet so i replyed, thinking nothing of it. Then tweetdeck told me I had new mentions, & is was from whoooooooo?

BIG SEAN!!!!!!!!!!!

He was telling me to download the new mixtape (though i already have it). but the point is....HE TWEETED ME!! that make my night lol.

So after that, I updated the broke & nameless blog. ....you dont know the broke & nameless blog!

http://brokeandnameless.wordpress.com
dont be afraid to click it! lol

it's me and misshighyellow just talking about what we like. sounds cool, riiiiight?!?! lol.well it is. we talk about music, fashion, and TWILIGHT! lol. we love it! that shall be the blog that makes us famous! lol.

So in other more earth-shattering, life-changing news, SCAD SENT ME A LITTLE PACKET FOR THEIR SCHOOL!! SAVANNAH COLLEGE OF ART & WHAT?!?! DESIGN! lol. As you can see....I'm overtly excited! lmao!

...yeah...that just happened! lol. But this is my DREAM college and I really want to go there (despite what my parents say). Have faith in me? :) lol.

I'm signing off now.

xoxo
Jupiter

BET Awards

Currently
listening: Trey Songz - I Need A Girl
mood: sleepy
why?: i just ate some bomb nachos

So last night was the BET Awards and it was kind of a snoozer. It was a really REALLY funny overall. From the slow censor guy to the Don Cornelius' speech, it was flippin hilarious. The performances were cool. Keri stole the show. Beyonce was a disappointment. Jay-Z was cool. Ne-Yo was AH-MAZING! Jamie Fox had too much autotune. Mary-Mary was the jizz. God In Me is my jam! lol It seemed a little low budget to me though. But it was ok to be really short notice. I wish Chris Brown would have performed...ugh! Stupid Jay-Z had to ruin it. I still love him though. The DOA video goes STUPID hard [in the words of Gucci Mane] lmao. Overall, the show was OOOOOOOOOOkay! lol.

Beyonce's dress was my FAV!

POW! She hit yall nigga ya'll in the head with this one!

& Amber look beautiful & fly [as always]

Here's the DOA video
[just in case you didn't see it]

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

messages from cierra & monte :)

Currently
listening: Michael Jackson -
mood: good & BROKE!
why?: can't explain it lol

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xoxo
Jupiter, Monte, Cierra
[broke & nameless]


ps: i really meant to update but i didnt get to. i'll update a little later. promise. ;)

soooo...

Currently
listening: Michael Jackson - Baby Be Mine
mood: confused
why?: i really odd dream!

So last night, I hung up the phone with JQ & went to sleep. I had a dream of course! Me and JQ lived together and he kept kicking me out of our room. So I'm sittin like WTH is he doin! lol So he leaves the room & I go in there & he's on a live chat with his ex, Raven, Xavier, & Xavier's ex. The little window was minimized so I let it pop up and Rae was naked! I was like WTF! So I cussed everyone out! I have no idea what that was all about. I've never had a dream like that. It was crazy. I woke up all upset and had to remind myself it was a dream. All week I've had crazy dreams. I had a dream that Morgan Freeman was Lil' Wayne's daddy & Bow Wow was his brother. They all had babies for some reason. Lil Wayne was a child star and he was in a stepping movie [like Stomp The Yard type]. So when Wayne tried to be a rapper, he couldn't do it because everyone talked about him. So he killed Morgan Freeman and said "You had it coming" then I woke up. Like WTH! Then Monday, I had a dream my leg was burnin and I felt it burning. I think I'm like going crazy from being in the house so much. I hate being in the house maaaan! ugh! I'm gonna go beg my parents to go somewhere. UGH! watch them say no. :P

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

punk ass decepticon

Currently
listening: Michael Jackson - The Lady In My life
mood: GREAT!
why?: TRANSFORMERS!!

So I just watched Transformers & it was AWESOME!!! dont wanna give anything away BUT it was is worth your $6.50 [if you hit up matinee's like me!] & even if you dont it' worth every penny of what ever you spend. They showed the trailer to Avatar! I jizzed in my pants! It took alot to calm me down! MAAAAN! Optimus Prime is my hero & Bumblebee is my boyfriend [sorry JQ]. I think everyone plus their mama should go see that movie!

and I like Megan Fox now.
:)

she is the jizz.

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

Michael Jackson. 1958-2009

Currently
listening: Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone
mood: extremely sad
why?: my dude just passed

So, I'm prolly one of Mike's biggest fans. He was a great. He was everything you looked for in a performer. I wish this whole situation can just be a cruel joke...maybe I wouldn't feel so bad. Maybe my eyes wouldn't hang so low. From Off The Wall to Invincable, he has influenced so many. I feel like I lost a family member. I think I'm gonna moonwalk for the rest of the week....rest of the month. [lol]






I think I'm gonna leave it at that.
Moonwalk with me.
It's a MOVEMENT TRICK!!
:)

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

tweet tweet biiiiiiitch

FAIL of the Day

this chickenhead!

K.R.E.A.M. [kicks rule everything around me]

Currently
listening: Lady Gaga - Paper Gangster
mood: disappointed
why?: this new mexican restaurant i went to wasn't good :(

i heart the Cuder.

Kid Cudi - MTV Shows

i love his pink G-Shock. I have a new found obsession with them.

when that 18th b-day rolls around, i'm gonna try to get a lime green one [AYE!]. lol. So i just went to Sams and realized I need a pair of legging in my life. Matter of fact, I need a couple pair of leggings. I'm aiming for these:

& the polka dot ones are $6 dollars! i was WOAH! I guess you can saw I'm trying to get up on my amber rose...without the donk. lol But looking at all this stuff just reminds me that i need a flippin job. Like super bad. I got this party to do with my mom. I'm trying see if I wanna use the money I get tickets to The Great Hangover [the kid cudi, asher roth, & B.o.B concert], buy The Sims 3, or save it for school clothes shopping. It's such a hard decision. I'm leaning toward The Sims 3 though. But CLOTHES! SHOES! OMG! Why am I'm so into fashion? Knowing that I don't have moneys to get it. Just staring at the clothes doesn't do anything but irritate me. lol. I'm gonna stop thinking about it....no im not. BUT i am gonna change subject!

So i just recently decided to go natural (for those that don't know what that means exactly....pretty much, I'm not gonna chemically process my hair anymore...get a relaxer in other words). It's kinda hard only because I haven't dealt with my natural hair since 8th grade. I'm currently in the process of finding products that help make my hair a bit more managable. It's hard. It's kinda disappointing when you buy something and it just dries out my hair. SO FRUSTRATING! [im going to go change my pants lol RANDOM!] OMG! THIS IS SO MUCH MORE COMFORTABLE! i just at mexican food and i was about to pop in those pants! but ANY OL WAY! I'm thinking about cutting off the straight ends of my hair off. Idk though. I might cut my hair gradually as the natural hair grows out. I'd be ALOT more comfortable with that. I'm still thinking about getting dreads. That's something I have to live with forever....I've got time to think about that lol. But I'm ready to go on this journey. It should be really good. All the hate & love will be something I'm looking forward. EEEK! lol.

Here is a pic of my straight hair.
& here are my nappy roots!


This post got long really fast! geez. I'll go now. No more updates today...i think lol.

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

Lifestyle of the Broke & Nameless.

Currently
listening: Asher Roth- She Don't Want A Man feat. Keri Hilson
mood: sleepy and bored
why?: it's summertime so what do you expect

So blogging has been the least of my worries for the past month or so. But now, I think i'll really make it a point to update AT LEAST twice a week. maybe more. but i changed the name of the blog because I was tired of it. I think this new one will stick. the link will stay the same though.

BUT ANYWAY!
So on sunday, I went to the Atlanta Indie Music & Art Festival. It was SOOOO much fun! I was the most fun i've had all summer. Nothing better than being in your city, listening to good music, and red bulls aplenty! I had never drank so many redd bulls in my life. They still didnt give me wings. That totally sucked. But I'm totally obsessed with too many artist at this moment. I've been downloading mixtapes like no other! I think music is the only thing that is helping me cope with his EXTRA boring summer. I thought you summer to SENIOR year was suppose to be like extreamly fun, but i guess not. With a mother like mine [who is affraid of letting go and has a hard time accepting the fact that i'm going to be 18 in 5 months!], it's kinda hard to have those "random, hot summer nights you'll never forget". I just like to think I have the rest of my life to do all that. So, I'll update later when I find something more intresting to talk about. I'm TRYING to make a bomb layout for the broke and nameless blog. I'm working on it. Be back in hours.

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

AP Biology..

Currently
listening: Pretty Ricky Mix
mood: good, a little stressed
why?: ...the subject

i dont think this is gonna be long, BUT.....i was going through my e-mail [which i haven't done in months!] and found a message about a blogger request. so im like OMG! someone wants me to write for their blog! im so special! lol, but i see it's a AP Bio blog, so im like OMG! i forgot we had like summer homework! so i go back to my e-mail and see "Assignment #1 Letter of Introduction Due July 5"‏ in my TRASH! [GASP!!!] that really makes me sad for some reason. but the ass...ignment, i have to write a letter about myself & what I like to do. fun right? nothing anyone likes to write about more than themselves. lol. so it's like 5 in the morning. i'm going to go to sleep & update when i wake up.

good morning my loves.
:)

xoxo,
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]

look up in the stars.

Currently

listening to: KiD CuDi - I Poke Her Face (feat. Kanye & Common)

mood: GREAT!

why?: im in love with the most amazing guy

so i got the new kid cudi mixtape. BEFORE JOSH! :P EAT IT JOSH!!!! haha. But yeah, im in graphics, watching hilarious videos. omg! im rollin. how to be a ninja is so funny lol. but um i've been listening to keri hilson & lady gaga. i love them but kid cudi just came out so i have to hit that up. lol. downloading hella shit. it's crazy. lol. im going back to my videos now. thought i'd update.

Dragon Ball Movie!

so according to tyler major, im freakin LATE but i'm still SUPER FREAKIN STOKED!!!!!!!! OMG! 

so this should be fye!!!

um what's been up with me? nothing really. i've been freakishly sick for the past week. NOT COOL. i decided to just go to prom. i feel....WHY NOT! there is no reason not to go. going with quattlebaum of course! should be a beautiful night. then i take the SAT the day after. lol. CudiDeHamilton has been on repeat. [kid cudi//brandUn De Shay//Charles Hamiton). I should get back to "work". lol 

4 MORE DAY TIL I GET MY LICENSE!!!! AH!

i heart jeezy

Young Jeezy CIRCULATE (Full Video) from jeezy circulate on Vimeo.

Diet Butcher Slim High Top//

I want them. period.

UPDATE ON J.Niccz!!!!

Currently

listening: Charles Hamilton - Neverland

feeling: GREAT!!

why?: major changes. feeling good about them.

so, i never blog! it sucks. i love to blog. i just never find time. but yeah, me and tyler broke up. prolly the best decision for us. i still love & care for him, just on that friend level bruh. azia & kevin are happily married. they are so cute for no apparent reason. love them! chelsea & tiana are still crazy about each other. im just happy they found happiness in each other. and you might wanna know what's up with little old me. well.....I HAVE A SUPER BOO!!! by the name of JQ. my bestie/boyfriend. :) it's crazy how it happened. it came out of left field for us, but everyone saw it coming. even people we weren't close to. lol. he's just...amazing. couldn't ask for anything more. im so satisfied at this point. but i can honestly go on for days about him, so, i'll use another blog for that.

music wise, im listening to non-radio shit. mostly KiD CuDi, Charles Hamilton, & Drake. depending on the computed your on, it's definitely on my top 25 most played. lol. Cudi is amazing. charles hamilton is like a genius. on a scale of 1-10, his word play is 11. lol. Drake....well you should know about drake. if you dont, you're prolly listening to too much oj da juice man or gucci. lol.

school......yeah NEXT SUBJECT! im in class right now. that should tell you.

home. GREAT. my parents are extra cool. my brother are a little....annoying but it's all good. or maybe im just a bitch....NO WAY!!!! lol

well think thats's it. I'll make it a point to blog often. might post alot today. new links. maybe a new layout...not sure about that. i have alot of time in this class.

so yeah, i love yall.

-Jup Jup or JQ :)

KiD CuDi & Martin Louis: Freestyle on 106.

Turn my swag on!

FUNNY ASS VIDEO!!!!!!

omg