K.R.E.A.M. [kicks rule everything around me]

Currently
listening: Lady Gaga - Paper Gangster
mood: disappointed
why?: this new mexican restaurant i went to wasn't good :(

i heart the Cuder.

Kid Cudi - MTV Shows

i love his pink G-Shock. I have a new found obsession with them.

when that 18th b-day rolls around, i'm gonna try to get a lime green one [AYE!]. lol. So i just went to Sams and realized I need a pair of legging in my life. Matter of fact, I need a couple pair of leggings. I'm aiming for these:

& the polka dot ones are $6 dollars! i was WOAH! I guess you can saw I'm trying to get up on my amber rose...without the donk. lol But looking at all this stuff just reminds me that i need a flippin job. Like super bad. I got this party to do with my mom. I'm trying see if I wanna use the money I get tickets to The Great Hangover [the kid cudi, asher roth, & B.o.B concert], buy The Sims 3, or save it for school clothes shopping. It's such a hard decision. I'm leaning toward The Sims 3 though. But CLOTHES! SHOES! OMG! Why am I'm so into fashion? Knowing that I don't have moneys to get it. Just staring at the clothes doesn't do anything but irritate me. lol. I'm gonna stop thinking about it....no im not. BUT i am gonna change subject!

So i just recently decided to go natural (for those that don't know what that means exactly....pretty much, I'm not gonna chemically process my hair anymore...get a relaxer in other words). It's kinda hard only because I haven't dealt with my natural hair since 8th grade. I'm currently in the process of finding products that help make my hair a bit more managable. It's hard. It's kinda disappointing when you buy something and it just dries out my hair. SO FRUSTRATING! [im going to go change my pants lol RANDOM!] OMG! THIS IS SO MUCH MORE COMFORTABLE! i just at mexican food and i was about to pop in those pants! but ANY OL WAY! I'm thinking about cutting off the straight ends of my hair off. Idk though. I might cut my hair gradually as the natural hair grows out. I'd be ALOT more comfortable with that. I'm still thinking about getting dreads. That's something I have to live with forever....I've got time to think about that lol. But I'm ready to go on this journey. It should be really good. All the hate & love will be something I'm looking forward. EEEK! lol.

Here is a pic of my straight hair.
& here are my nappy roots!


This post got long really fast! geez. I'll go now. No more updates today...i think lol.

xoxo
Jupiter
[broke & nameless]