listening: Mutya Buena- Just A Little Bit
feeling: happy
why?: you'll see.
OMG! My last 2 post kinda put it all out there that I don't have to best of luck with the opposite sex, but just recently, I started talking to this guy and I really think he was brought into my life for a reason. He makes me happy, even when I'm ready to breakdown. Yesterday, we stayed up for 24 hours just talking. lol. It was fun though. It was something about him that made me just wanna stay up.....and saying that made me think of that little saying, "you really like someone when you can't sleep because reality is way better." I'm guessing thats what I was feeling. But last night, we were on the phone and he told me about his past and how he was such a bad person and what not. I told him about how I'd been hurt deeply in the past and how I'm scared to open up because of it. I've NEVER in my life told anyone why I felt that way and I told him. So, I'm really looking forward to our future (whatever that may be) and I'm willing to let him lead me through this thing (holding my hand the whole time). In my last post, I said that guy was perfect.......I lied. Tyler is. :)
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