listening: Lil Wayne- La La
mood: torn
why?: you'll see....
ok, so most of you know I've had this "relationship" with this guy. I told myself to just leave him alone and just forget about him. Well that is so much easier said than done. I love being with him. We can talk about anything. We laugh. We have all the benifits of a bf/gf type thing, but it was never official. We didn't speak from about December til maybe March and I said I wasn't gonna go any deeper than friends with him....well, that didn't work. It makes me wanna cry because it's like a have a soft spot for him that shouldn't be there. I should be able to turn him down, right? It's hella crazy. It makes me sick. I wanna let him go, but it's like hella hard. I just wish I wouldn't have let it go this deep.
ugh. I need to do my hair so I'm gonna do that.
bye.
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