4:33 AM Friday Morning.

Currently
listening: Chris Brown- Take You Down
feeling: kinda ok...i guess
want...: to go to my Chelsea's house :(

ok so it's 4 in the morning.....im on my gwen stefani shit lol. I was kinda mad, but i started doing my iTunes crap and got happy. So um yeah, i wanna rant so here we go.

I REALLY and TRULY dont understand parents. Why is it that i open up to you...tell you pretty much all my business and still dont trust me or want to keep me under your wing. I just dont get it. You keep telling me "you need to get out", "your should do something" and bout time i ask, you are up in arms about it. It's summer. I have nothing else better to to with my life other than sit around the house and be bored. Can i at least be bored staring at somebody else's walls. UGH i just dont get their logic. And folks always saying "you'll understand when you become a parent" and i really and truly dont think I will..................

And another thing. why is it that since im the only girl, i get trated like the baby......AND IM THE MIDDLE CHILD! it's nice to be able to do some thing...i stress SOME.......things my brothers dont do, but i dont get to do alot of fun shit and do you know why?????? it's because i have boobs. It's retarded. Like i want to go out with my friends and hang out with my homegirls like ppl w/o boobs......AKA guys. And they say it because (and i quote) "i cant defend myself". WTF?!?!?!?!? Teach me. im more than willing to learn. It's stupid and im just getting pissed thinking about it....

done here.
bye whores.