this right here's a panty dropper!

Currently
Listening: Trey Songz - Neighbors Know My Name
Mood: Happy
Why?: Idk LOL

So I'm sure this is going to be a LONG post. I just want to talk.

oh & this post has nothing to do with panties dropping....that's just the song that was playing LOL.

So the last 2 weeks have been crazy! I got back with JQ. Eh. Then broke up with him again for reason I'll keep to myself. Just know TRUST is everything, if you want to be with me. He didn't cheat. I didn't cheat. I like to think of it as a communication error. So it breaks my heart to not be with him...but I'm not dying of unbearable pain, like before. The whole situation really put things in perspective for me. I know I can't trust some people. I know who are my real friends. & to be honest, I'm good with that. I think my girls are more pissed about the situation than I am. In the words of Miss Lauren Hill, he might win some, but he just loss one. I knew was 100% and was down for him, no matter what. I hope he has a great life with his friend what he trusted over me =). That may sound bitchy, but in a situation where you know you did nothing wrong, that's the only way I can look at it really.

So what else is up with me?!

AH! I started writing again! For those of you, I was REALLY into writing was younger. I wanted to be a novelist & just write all day. That is still a passion of mine, but I never had the time/inspiration/effort to even pick it up. Now with this break up, my mind is less crowded. My creativity shot up. It was crazy. I was sitting in Anatomy class & BAM!, a story pops in my head. I wrote a page in less than 10 minutes. It's turning out pretty good, though my skills are a tad rusty, but I'm sure it'll get better. I'm not telling you what it's about. That's a secret! I don't like to jinx it. OH & I remember when I wrote fanfiction. B5 Fanfiction to be exact & all my time went into writing & reading those stories. It was pathetic, but it was fun in the moment! LOL! So my new side thing is writing. Get at me! LOL. [WHAT THE....i dont know what I meant by get at me LOL].

....I think I'm done talking...for now.
I think I'm going to update B&N....I think.
So look out for that loves!

xoxo
Jupiter!

ps! I went to see Trey Songz with Azia on Tuesday! AH! He was gorgeous!

Tis great! It was the day after the break up too! What a great way to forget about all the drama of the night before?! LOL

kids are the best!

Currently
Listening: Chris Brown- Superhuman
Mood: GREAT!
why?: I saw my family today!

So today after school was just like any other day. I got a text from JQ, cleaned something, listened to music, & look at my school work. All this usually last for like 30 minutes, then I take a nap. WELL! Today when I lay down to take my nap, my mom yells out, "WHO WANTS TO GO TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE?!" I jumped up, got dressed, & was down the stairs so flippin fast! LOL. I was super excited!

Can't you see the excitement oozing out of me?! LOL

So we get over there & my little cousin Sky is up & lively. Well she's like 6 months so what would I expect?! LOL. So I got to the back, hoping my little cousin Monte is ready to play & have all kinds of fun! LOL. You know what he's going?!

This kid is KNOCKED! LOL I was like AWH PISS! LOL! So we're sitting over there. My mom is having a grand time with Sky & I have NO kid to play with! So after a hour, I just say fuck it & I wake him up. He totally tricked me though! He opened one of his eyes when I shook him, then turned over like he was still sleeping. I was like Ok, he's really sleep, so i started to get up & he tapped my arm & put the covers over his head. It was over from here! We played for the rest of the time I was there! He even threw a chicken nugget at my head! LOL!

But I really never understood the concept of little kids. They are so innocent & simple minded, you just can't help but have all you worries melt away when you're with them. I noticed he was getting taller when I was playing & was like WOW, my boo is REALLY growing up! I had a really OK day today & his laughter just made it so much better. It was crazy! The love from a little kid is something you can never get over. I love this kid WAAAY too much. I swear LOL.

Monte & Sky!

Sky! (Monte calls her Guy LOL)

He had on my sunglasses! HOW THUG IS HE?! LOL

They are AMAZING & always keep a smile on my face! So if you have a little kid in your life, give them a HUGE hug & kiss!

xoxo
Jupiter
broke & nameless