you'll be my only true lover

Currently
listening: John Legend feat. Andre 3k - Green Light
mood: good
why: idk

so tomorrow is my 2 months with tyler the philip & it feels......good. this is a first. i cant stay in a relationship worth shit! & im still in this one. & when i did stay in a relationship, it was just because. no real reason behind it. i love tyler & im really good at where we are in out relationship. no need to slow down, this pace is nice. no need to speed up, that'll just mess us up since we're so fresh
[at least in my eyes we are]. :D

well yeah, tomorrow i have graduation writing test. im super ready, but im still kinda scared because my gradualtion is riding on this. pressure much? lol i'm confident in my writing though. if you've read any of my shit, i think you are too. lol.

well im gonna fo to sleep. i need to rest up for this LONG ASS test. lol. WISH ME LUCK! :D

now let me kiss you on your hot spot.

Cuttently
listening: Gym Class Heroes- Live A Little
class: graphics
mood: SLEEPY!
why?: good reasons

so last weekend was THE best weekend of this year so far! omg! it was so much freakin fun. i made a couple new friends. that was awesome! talked to kevin the whole dam weekend lol. he's a little [bitch]. HA! anyway, im sleepy. dont you wanna know why? :) well dashawnda bess called me last night and we talk from 11 something til 2 in the morning. we caught up and talked about EVERYTHING! she's been going through some shit and be being the friend i am, i was there for her all the way. i love that girl more than most lol. it was ah-mazing!

so yeah, i've been bumping gch for the past.......week or so. i love this cd! it's so freakin good. it so much more than all of their other cds. listening to the old ones and this new one, it seems like they finally found themselves. it's doesnt sound like fall out boy with travies voice over it! [*clap clap clap*] it so much better. [im listening to viva la white girl. i still love this song. always will be my theme song.] but yeah, i have work to do. i'll ttyl

psst. no diss to fall out boy. they are good. :)

kissin ears.

Currently
listening: Gym Class Heroes- Drnk Txt Rmeo
mood: uncomfortable
why?: just read

yooooo! i dont feel right. i dont care about anything really. im going through a social shutdown. somebody needs to bring me up. :( im gonna go do some homework now. bye

I'M GETTING MY NEW iPOD!

it another iPod touch
lol
but it WAAAY more fye than mine
omg!
and it looks extra good!
im seeling it for 300 if your intrested
lol
im so excited
lol

now im looking at all the games that go on here and im like AH-mazed!
i want the fighting game....IT'S A FIGHTING GAME!!!!!!!!!
eeeek!!!!!
im so excited!
im selling my pod for the new and improved!
im gone
im gonna go look at more games and not do work!
:)

new iPod!

i want a new iPod!!!!!!!!
i hate mine
i want the new nano!


im gonna get back to my work now
:)

bonjour. ca va?

Currently
listening: Tila Tequila- Fuck Ya Man
mood: sleepy
why: it's totally 12 & i ate 2 plates of spaghetti

well yeah, i haven't updated in a minute! well yeah, things have been awesome over on this side of the missisippi. well, this cold sore isn't the sexiest thing to happen to me in the last couple of days. it's almost gone though. i think i got it because this weekend was rather stressing. i think i just made it stressing for myself. thinking too much makes you paranoid at times. lol. i went to the hillgrove game friday. that was fun. the schoolis pretty nice. it's not as diverse as MHS but it was cool. had fun. um, kevin came back from VA saturday. that was pretty cool. he keeps me laughing in lit class. i actually broke down and talked to marcel for a couple laughs lol. at least he's good for something lol. um, chelsea! im so happy for my bff! she's gots herself a REAL FULL BLOWN WIFEY! i swore chelsea was gonna be a player for life. im glad my chica is finally giving her all to someone. as long as she's happy, im happy. i think everyone should experience that. giving your all to someone. it's a nice feeling. especially if they are doing the same for you. it makes you feel like your just on cloud 9 all the time. all because you let your guard down. it's a beaultiful thing people. im going to go to sleep now. i might have typos, but, WHATEVER, it's WAAAAAY past my bedtime pansy.

can you hear me now!

currenly
listening: Ne-Yo-Say it
feeling: heartbroken
why?: my family is so stressing
class: graphic commnications

i dont know why im listening to this sog in the middle of class. & i got lunc with tyler. omg. it might be gon down. lol. jk. total jk. i just put it on shuffle & ebony eyes just come on. this song reminds me of michele (no homo). i aint talked to my chick in a while. might talk to her on the space tonight. who knows? but my family drama......crazy. you know how get that hollow feeling in your cheast? well, thats what im feeling now. i can't really get excited about anything. i cant feel anything, almost like im numb. and im hella cold, but the might this bitch ass AC in this school. lol. but m teacher is telling us to get off the computers. i'll ttyl. :D goodbye mac :)