26.8.08

in order to survive, you gotta learn to live with regrets.

currently
listening: Jay-Z- Cashmere Thoughs
mood: ok
why: im at school, but im on a Mac :)

im in graphic design and im crankin this jay-z. i had psychology last block and i was listening to it too. i've seen to have forgotten some lyrics to reasonable doubt. i just remembered why i love this album so much. it's easy. it's nice. i can saw this album made me fall in love with hip hop. before i was a stictly r&b girl. now, im a feind for hip hop. lol. tyler is at school today . YAY! swear i love him. OH YEAH! there was a tornado warning today. i was in junior buildin with jasia, azia, katie, chris, and donovan. it was fun. me and azia was crackin up! lol. well yeah, i got an assignment so im leaving now. loves :) [I GOT FRENCH NEXT! AY!]

24.8.08

the game is over.

Currently
listening: Destiny's Child - Game Over
mood: great
why?: read on...

"His swagga. His confidence.He's got his little mama's mind bent."

i love that song. it's exactly that im feeling. well a cross between this and wreckless love. im starting to get used to this whole relationship thingie. lol everyone should know i havent been in one like this.....ever. lol makes me happy. this weekend has been pretty damn boring. friday. OMG friday. so much freakin fun! i loved it. the block party was way more fun than everyone thought it was gonna be. i have some of the funniest videos and pictures. i'll put the videos on youtube later. the dome game was this weekend. i love my team so much, they just dont have any team esteem. everytime i asked if they were gonna win, all of them we're like "oh, idk.", "well see". Im like bitch! you need to know if your gonna win. i really wanted them to win though. we lost 21 to 31. maybe a little more esteem would have pushed us into the win. anyway, im about to go be bored some more. loves. :)

17.8.08

my boys.

Currently
listening: Drake- Faded
mood: good
why?: i had a good weekend

omg! updating this thing gets harder. but yeah, since im finally off the phone with ppl, i get to let my mind process all that has happened this weekend and just think. well never mind, chelsea just called. it's all good. first off, I TALKED TO BRI FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER!!!! she's been having fun over in decatur where it's lamer. LMAO. i seriously hate that place. but she's been having fun. secondly, this must have been love connection this weekend cuz two of my friends are like attracted to each other! [me and chels just off the phone]. it's so funny. i love it. it's kevin's bestie and my bestie! lol. thirdly, i been with tyler all weekend and was with him and kevin saturday. love them. I got really mad at tyler for the first time ever. i never thought i'd be totally pissed at him, but i did. i guess thats what tyra meant my never say you wont hurt someone, cuz ppl get their feelings hurt all the time. thats true. so im never gonna tell ppl im never gonna hurt them. well, on purpose at least. me and ty went to church and it was nice. i dont care if it's too early. i think religion isn't something you should keep under wraps. if you know what you believe it real, you should be able to share it with people. i think it helped me though. got some stuff to work out with the man upstairs. lol. i am proud that i have a forgiving spirit though. i know some ppl will never learn to forgive. sad. but ANYWAY, after church, we ate breakfast and went out side. the playground was fun. we sat at the lake and it was so sweet. i love sitting in nature. it's beautiful. you should try it. im going to me and ty's spot one day this week. just to sit and think. this blog is super long, but whatever! i got alot to think about. i might look at colleges again. im gonna look at something other than HBCU's, even though i think that wound be a funny transition from the melting pot we call mceachern. lol. idk, i just like the idea of being around a bunch of beautiful intelligent black people. but im gonna look at some schools in chicago, pennsylvana, virginia [i love that state], maybe new york, mayland, and D.C. i might look in GA. not sure though. i need to look at scholarships and SAT date and some books too. junior year is my make or break year. im gone make it [on my jackie long]. but yeah, im about to watch ATL and do some homework. if you got my number, call me. text me. i love you. i love chelsea. i love azia. i love kyndra. i love bri. i love tyler. MUAH!

13.8.08

school time!

Currently
listening: the fan
mood: good [even though im crying]
why?: you'll see

well school has been great so far. Lunch is kinda chaotic, but other than that, it's all good. um, i love my teacher. most of them are nice, but then again, it's only the first week lol. all my peeps are good........im hella sleepy now. im waiting for my daddy to tell me whats up with going to the store. i dont have time for his indecisiveness. well, i bet your wondering why im crying. well i went to travies blog and read a poem. i was so sweet [sweet stuff makes me emotional]. so yeah, i think it's a guy talking to a new love. i think they are very young, kinda like a romeo and juliet type deal. anyway, here it goes. [if i knew who wrote it, i would quote it, but i dont so whatever.]


If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
Im so inspired by you
That hasnt happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
Thats where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I havent been there for the longest time

Im that voice youre hearing in the hal
lAnd the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasnt happened for the longest time

Maybe this wont last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe Ive been hoping too hard
But Ive gone this far
And its more than I hoped for
Who knows how much further well go on
Maybe Ill be sorry when youre gone
Ill take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I havent been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
Youre wonderful so far
And its more than I hoped for
I dont care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time

3.8.08

through the wire.

Currently
listening: Jay-Z- What More Can I Say
mood: happy
why?: idk. i just am

omg. i feel so bad for my baby. he's making a beat and it's making him mad :( I really wanna help him.....but yeah, while he's doing that, i wanna tell ya'll about my day.

i woke up at like 10. i had a text from tyler. i texted him and told him about my dream [it was pretty stressing to say the least]. i took a shower in the dark, which was fun. i got out and texted ty and azia. called ty. then after that, i took a damn nap

i woke up and talked to my mom and i was textin my FREAK of a boyfriend and then marcel texted me. lets just say that went well. LMAO! azia called me mean when i told her about it. LMAO! it was hilarious. so im over his ass. HA! tyler's fag ass went to gawayne's house so i called chelsea and talked her his gay pride ass for a couple minutes [read he blog and you'll know what im talkina bout.] i love her. but after that, i went in my room and took pictures. they cute! i talked to azia on and off for a while. it was funny. then the internet went out. tyler called soon after than. he had me rollin! lol. now im talking to kyndra! woo. im gone here! [night.]